「I」

「I」

KANJI 

気づけばまた探しているんだ　いつから理想と不安が重なって
もう答えを出すのやめようと　歩くフリをした

どんな風に見られているのかと　辺りを探し回り見つけた
鏡に映る自分のことを　見ないフリした

何でも出来ると　信じてた頃も今となれば
誰かに見られた様な視線感じて　また今日も怯えるだろう

こんなに飾っても何も変わらない
見つけられないように隠しているんだ

誰にも言えない秘密があるから
Keep a secret Make a truth　偽った　Real “ I” 

思い通りにいかなくて　また上手く口が動いた
逃れたと思っていても　また繰り返すでしょう

君にしか知らない僕がここにいて　追いかけている見慣れたルートで
いつまで続けていればいいの　悪循環なゲーム

気づくといつしか出来ていた事の裏側に
何度も痛み堪えた苦痛の笑顔　もう二度と戻らないように

例えばあと一歩踏み出すことが　僕に出来るのなら未来が変わる

何度も倒れても立ち上がってしまう　ここにいる理由は夢が教えた

求めている様で避けてた道を　今歩いてるんだ君を捜して
I feel changing my life oh yeah　過去に重ねた
悲しい面影のもう一人の僕　大きな足跡残して歩いた
Find weakness Change myself　また遠い　Real　“Ｉ”

Find weakness Change myself　また遠い　Real　“Ｉ”

ROMAJI 

Kizukeba mata sagashite irun da Itsukara risou to fuan ga kasanatte
Mou kotae wo dasu no yameyou to Aruku FURI wo shita

Donna fuu ni mirarete iru no ka to Atari wo sagashimawari mitsuketa
Kagami ni utsuru jibun no koto wo Minai FURI shita

Nandemo dekiru to Shinjiteta koro mo ima to nareba
Dareka ni mirareta you na shisen kanjite Mata kyou mo obieru darou

Konna ni kazattemo nanimo kawaranai
Mitsukerarenai youni kakushite irun da

Darenimo ienai himitsu ga arukara
Keep a secret Make a truth itsuwatta real “I” 

Omoi toori ni ikanakute Mata umaku kuchi ga ugoita
Nogareta to omotte itemo Mata kurikaesu deshou 

Kimi ni shika shiranai boku ga koko ni ite Oikakete iru minareta route de
Itsumade tsuzukete ireba ii no akujuunkan na game

Kizuku to itsu shika dekite ita koto no uragawa ni
Nando mo itami koraeta kutsuu no egao Mou nido modoranai youni

Tatoeba ato ippo fumidasu koto ga 
Boku ni dekiru no nara mirai ga kawaru

Nando mo taorete mo tachiagatte shimau 
Koko ni iru riyuu wa yume ga oshieta

Matomete iru you de saketeta michi wo 
Ima aruiterun da kimi wo sagashite
I feel changing my life oh yeah Kako ni kasaneta
Kanashii omokage no mou hitori no boku 
Ooki na ashiato nokoshite aruita
Find weakness Change myself mata tooi Real “I”

Find weakness Change myself mata tooi Real “I”

TRANSLATION 

I realized I still don't know when I started feeling anxious about my ideals.
And I merely pretended to have given up on finding the answer, as I walked on.

I kept looking around, hoping to find out how other people perceived me.
All while pretending I couldn't see my own reflection in the mirror.

At some moment I believed I could do anything, but by now
I feel like someone is watching me and I feel frightened every day.

Even if I keep up the show, nothing will change.
I'm hiding myself, not to be found.

Because I have secrets I can't entrust to anyone.
Keep a secret, make a truth! 
I pretended to be the real "I".

If something didn't go as I planned, I'd talk my way out of it again.
But every time I thought I had escaped, it happened all over again.

Only you know I'm here,  pursuing this familiar route.
I'll endure this vicious circle game, as long as it continues.

Before I knew it, behind everything I accomplished
I had withstood so much pain, I thought it would never smile again.

But say, if I could just take on step forward, 
it would change my whole future.

No matter how many times I'll fail, I'll stand up.
I learned through my dreams why I am here.

Now I'm walking the road that I seemed to have consciously avoided, and I'm looking for you.
I feel changing my life, oh yeah! I added all to the past.
My other self, with the sorrowful face, left behind large footprints as he walked.
Find weakness, change myself! I have yet to find the real "I".

Find weakness, change myself! I have yet to find the real "I". 

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