Mado ni omou

窓に憶う　 

Mado ni omou
Reminiscing by the window

KANJI 

窓を開けてみる　星はまだ消えたまま　僕を濡らす雨
心は止めた　涙は枯れた　夜窓なぞる指は　まだ頼りない

窓の先に見る　一筋の光さえ　僕を焦がすだけ
心は叫び　涙は溢れ　強く伸ばす指先は　今届かない

まだ苦しくて　もう痛くなくて　そう　この思いは　声にはならない

季節と僕が変わるとしても　何も消えずただそこで　胸締め付ける
窓の先に思いは馳せ　たとえ僕には翼なくとも
痛む足引きずっと　この道を歩く．．．

ROMAJI 

Mado wo aketemiru Hoshi wa mada kietamama Boku wo nurasu ame
Kokoro wa tometa Namida wa kareta Yozora nazoru yubi wa mada tayorinai

Mado no saki ni miru Hitosuji no hikari sae Boku wo kogasu dake
Kokoro wa sakebi Namida wa afure Tsuyoku nobasu yubi saki wa ima todokanai

Mada kurushikute Mou itakunakute 
Sou kono omoi wa Koe ni wa naranai

Kisetsu to boku ga kawaru toshitemo 
Nani mo kiezu tada soko de Mune shimetsukeru
Mado no saki ni omoi hase Tatoe boku ni ha tsubasa ga nakutomo
Itamu ashi hiki zutte Kono michi wo aruku...

TRANSLATION 

I open a window, but the stars are still concealed by the rain that soaks my stature.
My heart stopped beating and my eyes ran out of tears.
These fingers tracing the night sky are still unreliable.

Even though I see rays of light outside the window, they just consume me.
My heart is screaming and my eyes are swimming with tears.
These fingers desperately reaching out fall short right now. 

It's still painful,
It doesn't hurt anymore,
Yes, I'll never give voice to these memories.

Even if I change like the seasons,
I won't forget anything. These memories will forever wring my heart.
They'll be remembered even beyond the window. But even without wings,
I'll trudge along this road.

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That Butler, Friendship